Fibromyalgia 2013 – UPDATE

#Fibro - Awareness Day

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I’m being a bad patient. Yes, I’m confessing. I have a doctor’s appointment with a new rheumy (as us Fibro patients like to call them) a new rheumatologist in about a week and I think I am going to postpone it. Again. My old rheumatologist who I do indeed love, takes about three hours to get there and back, usually more, and this one is only twenty minutes away, I’m getting lazy. However, this is the height of flu season and I really do not want to expose myself to the “flu factory” that is my doctor’s office. It is not just one office, it’s two buildings of sick people for every specialty in the world. It’s a factory for any illness you can think of. In addition to having Fibromyalgia, I also have an auto-immune disease of the thyroid called Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis. Just glance at me and I will catch it.

This is a tough choice. Had I been feeling extremely poorly now with Fibro I would surely go for the appointment but the fact is I’m feeling pretty good. (I know, don’t jinx it) It’s the first time in many years that I am NOT complaining about aches, pains, moving or walking. SHUT UP! my friends will say but no, I cannot. Of course, I still have Fibro Fog to the extreme (really scary) and I am on enough medication to kill a horse but this last combination of drugs apparently is doing a little something-something. You guys understand…

Sure, I suffer from the tender points, but I don’t even count them, they are as natural to me as getting up in the middle of the night to pee. I accept it. And yes, I have all the other symptoms of Fibromyalgia: IBS, tingling, headaches, “yada yada yada*” but overall I feel better. I’m not asking for fabulous, I’m just satisfied with better. Better to a Fibromyalgia patient is like a miracle, BUT it is a miracle for however long it lasts. I think a lot of it has to do with my endorphins being raised quite a lot. Wish I could say it was from exercise but let’s not get too crazy here. It’s the result of medication, and no, not-self medication.

Right now, I’m just appreciating feeling a little different, in a positive way. I want my Fibro friends, and the newbie Fibrosmyalgia patients to know that it is, indeed possible. Don’t give up hope, maybe one day you will feel better too with the right combination of medicine. Keep fighting. I know there is no cure but you need to trust your doctor, or team of doctors and they need to believe in YOU.

For now, until it changes, I am happy, fine, content. Do I think it will stay like this? Probably not. Do I hope so, definitely: yes. But, as we all know with Fibro, we have absolutely no control over anything, which really is the hardest part of all.

Let’s wish each other a whole lot of luck.

If you have questions for me, especially those who are new to Fibromyalgia, feel free to ask, I’m happy to help.

*yada, yada, yada from Seinfeld

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8 thoughts on “Fibromyalgia 2013 – UPDATE

  1. Wishing you a lot of luck and pain-free days. Unfortunately, I can sympathize, as I suffer from fibromyalgia, too. Today’s been bad, but that goes along with the rainy weather. yada yada yada (LOVE IT!)
    – Schelley

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  2. I am also a germ-a-phobe. None of my guys got a flu shot, I DID, I walk around with bleach wipes and wash everything constantly. Danny works with rehab patients and then at a high school as a athletic trainer, I call those H..S. school kids “petri dishes”. God only knows what Billy encounters when he works on the weekends driving the fire truck and ambulance. I try not to think about it. Good luck at the doctor. Keep us posted.
    mo

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  3. Once you’re on the road to feeling better there will be some bumps but no dead ends. I’m living proof.

    The stress response is a HUGE bump (sometimes cliff) and you’ve been riding on your rims for a long time.

    Your blog is requiring my name to comment too!! ???
    Maybe it’s a contagious cyber-bug.

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