12/31/09
I woke up this morning watching the snow lightly fall on the branches of the trees outside my window. I was immediately delighted and relieved. It felt like the fresh snow was covering all the mishaps, medical illnesses, and hard times of 2009. At least, that is what I hope it means. I choose to interpret the crystal snow powder as some kind of healing balm, for the human spirit and the soul.
I have no regrets that 2009 is over. None. It was a year filled with illness, sadness, disappointment, unemployment and marital disputes and too much fighting among family members. I say good-bye to 2009 with no regrets but with hope for the future. I have taken chances this year, some for the very first time and I hope they will be worth it. But, nonetheless, the act of taking them is, for me, is a significant accomplishment in itself.
Last night I lit the Kaddish candle, a candle of remembrance on the anniversary of my father’s death. He died on New Year’s Eve 8 years ago, a day before my parents wedding anniversary. This time of year for me and for my family has always been fraught with sadness and emotional upheavals. Instead of lighting the candle this morning when I awakened, I lit it at 12:10 am, last night, in order for the flame to burn brightly during the early morning and through today, but extinguish quickly after the New Year has been rung in.
This is my fervent prayer, that 2010 and the snow that is bringing it in, will heal your pain and bring, if not better relationships, different relationships. If not love, than like. If not better health, a calming spirit. There are some things we have no control over and for those things I wish for patience, and understanding, better coping skills and peace.
Here is a wish for you, my friends and family: I wish you happiness and good health, I hope any gaping wounds you feel inside will be less raw and heal soon. I hope that if you know your dreams, they will come true. And, if you don’t know what your dreams are you will not look at that with anguish but as a time of taking chances and new opportunities.
I wish for all of you, love, peace and the feeling that you are loved and cared about. I hope you feel that you belong, with someone, or something or some religion and community. Kindness and taking care of others is a universal religion, one that I am proud to be a part of. Please join me.
Happy 2010 for all my family and for the friends that I have and those that I have not yet met.
Love, Laurie
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Sunset over the Pacific Ocean. Laguna Beach, Calif I consider myself very spiritual and culturally religious. I like to be with our whole family on religious occasions. I like to do the right things and try to treat others as I want to be treated. Granted, it’s hard to do sometimes but it is something everyone should work on. I work on patience (especially when I am driving.) I do believe in a higher being and that things happen for a reason. I may not be religious in a standard, conventional way, but in my heart and soul, I definitely am.
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